Wow.  Hi everybody.  I realize it's been quite a while since I last updated. 

Yeah so I live in Iowa now.  It's pretty crazy.  It isn't too bad but there are definately some differences.  For instance, I'm convinced that the South has stolen all the beautiful people and harbored them for many many generations.  And now, the midwest, specifically Iowa, Nebraska, and South Dakota are stuck filled with nothing but severely unattractive people.  Okay, okay so they aren't ALL ugly, but the majority of them definately are.  Another difference between the lovely state of Mississippi and the lovely state of Iowa is the constant use of words like "pop" instead of "coke."  If I hear another frickin person say that they want "pop" I just might go insane. 

However, I must say, that I found the very best lookin man in the midwest.  My boyfriend of 5 months is the best thing that has ever happened to me.  He is absolutely amazing and I don't know what I ever did without him.  His name is Jacob Bell and he is absolutely BEAUTIFUL!  *sigh*

So, this is a little bit on my life since I left Madtown, Mississippi.  Comment if you like, let me know how everyone is doing.  Miss you all!

~Raley

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Alright alright alright....

So everyone now knows that I completely and totally suck at keeping a xanga.  Ok, so sue me.  Geez...just leave me all your hate messages in the form of comments.  I'm gone again...

Prolly for another long time...Love.

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- Cold Water

Sigh...Everyone has the right to know...

Ok, guys, it's official...I'm moving.  This summer to SIOUX CITY, IOWA!!!! i mean, what the crap, right? where the heck is iowa anyway??  Way out in the middle of nowhere, thats where.  I'm very emotional about this and i easily cry on the subject.  I can't believe I'm gunna miss my senior year here.  I don't even get to walk with all my friends.  This make me sooo mad.

I'm going to miss you all so so so very much.  I love each and everyone of you.  Please pray that I can at least find some friends up there.  Otherwise, it will be the worst senior year anyone has ever had.  Dang, i'm so sad. 

I love you all!  Please love me back this year.  It may be the last time I see you.

As I shed a tear, I say goodnight.

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Have you ever been so confused that everything you do seems to add to that confusion? 

Its like...whenever I finally make a decision (and believe me, it takes a while.  I'm a very indecisive person..ask anyone) then it either further complicates the situation I was attempting to remedy or it causes me to be faced with yet another, more confusing situation.  Therefore, I end up needing to make yet another decision (which, like I said, takes a good while). 

So, I know not many people know what I'm talking about but I know what I need to do....You know how in the movies, when the main actor/actress wishes to speak directly to the camera or to an audience, he/she can just freeze the scene around him until he is done talking to the camera?  Dude, I just wish I could freeze my life around me and give myself time to sort through what is important and what is not.  Then, when I am good and ready, I will restart my life where I left off.  Then, I will have thoroughly completed all decision-making I was to do.  That would be fabulous...

I love somebody.  Who is it?  Where is he?  When will I know?

Random Quote of the Day---  "Just wait until 1 o' clock tomorrow morning, which is in about an hour and a half.  Then I will be standing over your bed with a knife in my hand, ready to stab you a good six times.  That is, of course, after I chain you to the bed.  Sweet dreams."

*sigh*  I'm so mellow tonight.  Goodnight all.

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Well...I have decided to take this time in my very busy life to update you guys on me.

Once again, it has been a while since I updated, but like I said, I'm really really tryin.

So today I went and saw National Treasure with Gabe Stanley.  It totally rocked.  Lots of action and VERY VERY LONG but I liked it alot.  Got to hang out with Gabe too. Thats always fun.

Also today, I went and heard So Long Sydney record a bit for their new cd.  I love those guys.  Each and everyone of them.  While at Toney's house, I watched a Jim Carrey movie that I had never heard of before.  i'm not sure what it was called-something about spotless minds.  It was...intriguing!  It was the most serious movie I have ever seen Jim Carrey do, and I loved it.  Very weird.  Very weird indeed. 

Oh, on a side note, Gordo and I broke up.  He broke it off. 

Well, as always I have nothing of interest to talk about.  I hope everyone is enjoying their Thanksgiving holidays as much as I am.  This week is gunna rock! 

Much love to you all!

Random quote of the day--

"It's a huge bluish-green statue of an old man with a really weird gotee.  I'm sure it has some sort of value." (hugs statue)  --National Treasure--Love that movie!

Goodnight!

P.S.  Erin Read is the most beautiful creature alive!  Mwah!